I'm so excited....

So yesterday, I went into my Dads dealership with my friend Devin to find his brother a car (Even though I'm not help at all because i know nothing about cars). Anyway, I saw this car that I thought was pretty awesome and I told my Dad I liked it and I thought it might be in a somewhat close price range. His exact words were, "8,000 dollars outside of your price range. I don't think so." And i was like "D:" Then my Dad said, "And plus I already have a car for you!" I peed. I was pretty much freaking out by now and I was all like, "hey Dad give me deats." And after not shutting up about it for 20 minutes he finally told me what kind it was. It's red. :) (Right before I told Devin I wanted a red car.) It also just had a brand new engine and it's getting a paint touch up. Oh btw it's a Grand Am. It's pretty much the perfect car for me and I love it dearly. I saw it and it screamed me. BUT there is a catch.... I can't get it if my grades aren't good. SO SO SO time to get my work in and my grades up!

BECAUSE I WANT MY LITTLE RED CAR!!!

My love

I love dakota. His birthday is this saturday.

I couldn't help but blog tonight. i'm on my ipod and it's the late hour of 10. Bahaha. But lets get down to business. My last post was short saying, "this morning has proven to be a challenge. I'm sure this day will too." and i was correct. So many Things have distracted me lately. I really do try to focus on the positive in my life because there is so so so much of it, but sometimes the bad outweighs the good. So i'll ask, how many people out there feel sorry for themselves? I know i do sometimes. Well we have so much to be thankful for. So much. Sure i'm being a cheese head, but i don't care. There have been some rough days lately, but there is never a day when a scripture in seminary doesn't make me feel bessed. There's not a day in choir where Marci's beautiful voice and unconditional love for my dorky outbursts and hideous faces makes me thankful that i was given such a wonderful best friend. And there is not one day that goes by where i am alone. So maybe these trials are testing my patience And faith, and i'm sure i'll be thankful for them later. But for now i hope i will be given the strength to look past the bad.

Today

This morning has proven to be a challenge.

 I'm sure this day will too. 

Thankfully, I have seminary first hour.

My Weekend....

Has been extremely fun. Friday I went to Devins house and we had a party with his cousin. Pretty darn fun! Then today i got the last minor alterations done on my bridesmaids dress for my brothers wedding on thursday, it's stunning! then tonight I went to the stake dance. I danced with some pretty awesome kids. They played my favorite song in the world, Faithfully by Journey. It was awesome! Oh and next week is busy! My choir gets to go to the high school on wednesday, thursday is brothers wedding, friday hailey has a show, and then saturday is my troylairs service project and bbq then mindy gledhill!!!! Ahhh! Busy, i think yes. Fun, i think yes too. Pictures, i think of course!

Friends...

I have the best friends in the world. They are amazing and I know I can trust them with anything and everything. Time to admire them with a cheesy Picnik Collage? I think yes...

Marci also known as the best friend, 

Kray a.k.a. Timmy Cubbins a.k.a. my husband :), 

Ashlee, Cade, Devin, 

Emily, Dakota, Mikayla, 

Tyler, Kaite, Ben, Brianna.

You are all amazing people, thank you for every thing.

" You make me feel alive, 

and I love you. 

Until the end of time."

Maybe...

Things really do happen for a reason? I never thought that five, two, or even a year ago I would be where i am now. I've been through so much. I experienced utter destruction and complete miracles all at once, watched my family grow to love each other more than I thought was possible (Even though we still have our little scuffles every now and then. (: ) I've seen people fall in love and I'm currently waiting to see my amazing soon-to-be-sister-in-law walk down the isle with her dad, only to see her walk back with one of the best men in the world, my brother Grant. I've watched  friends come and go, only to bring the absolutely amazing friends I have now. Point is, I have an amazing life full of amazing family and friends, and I couldn't imagine my life any different. I can't wait to see what's in store for me in the next 5, 10, or 15 years. College, a house of my own, and a cute little family? Oh and don't forget to throw in a super studly/handsome husband. :)