I couldn't help but blog tonight. i'm on my ipod and it's the late hour of 10. Bahaha. But lets get down to business. My last post was short saying, "this morning has proven to be a challenge. I'm sure this day will too." and i was correct. So many Things have distracted me lately. I really do try to focus on the positive in my life because there is so so so much of it, but sometimes the bad outweighs the good. So i'll ask, how many people out there feel sorry for themselves? I know i do sometimes. Well we have so much to be thankful for. So much. Sure i'm being a cheese head, but i don't care. There have been some rough days lately, but there is never a day when a scripture in seminary doesn't make me feel bessed. There's not a day in choir where Marci's beautiful voice and unconditional love for my dorky outbursts and hideous faces makes me thankful that i was given such a wonderful best friend. And there is not one day that goes by where i am alone. So maybe these trials are testing my patience And faith, and i'm sure i'll be thankful for them later. But for now i hope i will be given the strength to look past the bad.

Today

This morning has proven to be a challenge.

 I'm sure this day will too. 

Thankfully, I have seminary first hour.

My Weekend....

Has been extremely fun. Friday I went to Devins house and we had a party with his cousin. Pretty darn fun! Then today i got the last minor alterations done on my bridesmaids dress for my brothers wedding on thursday, it's stunning! then tonight I went to the stake dance. I danced with some pretty awesome kids. They played my favorite song in the world, Faithfully by Journey. It was awesome! Oh and next week is busy! My choir gets to go to the high school on wednesday, thursday is brothers wedding, friday hailey has a show, and then saturday is my troylairs service project and bbq then mindy gledhill!!!! Ahhh! Busy, i think yes. Fun, i think yes too. Pictures, i think of course!

Friends...

I have the best friends in the world. They are amazing and I know I can trust them with anything and everything. Time to admire them with a cheesy Picnik Collage? I think yes...

Marci also known as the best friend, 

Kray a.k.a. Timmy Cubbins a.k.a. my husband :), 

Ashlee, Cade, Devin, 

Emily, Dakota, Mikayla, 

Tyler, Kaite, Ben, Brianna.

You are all amazing people, thank you for every thing.

" You make me feel alive, 

and I love you. 

Until the end of time."

Maybe...

Things really do happen for a reason? I never thought that five, two, or even a year ago I would be where i am now. I've been through so much. I experienced utter destruction and complete miracles all at once, watched my family grow to love each other more than I thought was possible (Even though we still have our little scuffles every now and then. (: ) I've seen people fall in love and I'm currently waiting to see my amazing soon-to-be-sister-in-law walk down the isle with her dad, only to see her walk back with one of the best men in the world, my brother Grant. I've watched  friends come and go, only to bring the absolutely amazing friends I have now. Point is, I have an amazing life full of amazing family and friends, and I couldn't imagine my life any different. I can't wait to see what's in store for me in the next 5, 10, or 15 years. College, a house of my own, and a cute little family? Oh and don't forget to throw in a super studly/handsome husband. :)

31 days in 1 post!

A picture of yourself with 10 facts

1. I absolutely love my life.
2. My best friend Marci has literally brought more happiness in my life then i ever though was possible.
3. I love writing songs.
4. Music is a passion for me.
5. I am an absolute choir nerd!
6. I wanna see the world.
7. I love guitar and piano.
8. I love my friends.
9. I love my family.
10. I love doing hair.
11. My favorite color is pink.
12. I personally think that blankets are heaven sent.
13. I've had braces for almost 3 years.
14. I laugh all the time.
15. Life's cool.

A picture of the person you're closest with.

Love her.

A picture of your favorite TV show cast

GLEE

A picture of your typical night

Being dumb.

A picture of your favorite memory.

Swimming with dolphins, it was unreal.

A picture of a person you'd love to switch place with for a day.

She is one of my biggest hero's musically.
She has faced rough times and is not afraid to admit she isn't perfect. I love her!

A picture of your most treasured item

My guitars.

A picture that makes you laugh.

It's bittersweet. 

A picture of the person you do the craziest things with.

He's insane, literally. :D

A picture of something you hate.

I don't like liars.

A picture of something you love.

Candy!!!

Picture of your favorite band/artist.

I'm telling you, I love her.

A picture of someone you can't imagine your life without.

I love him more than life. :)

A picture of something you want to do before you die.

See the northern lights.

A picture of someone who inspires you.

My mom, she's amazing.

A picture of someone who has made a huge impact on your life.

He has no idea...

A picture of your biggest insecurity.

I'm afraid I'm going to have braces forever.

A picture of you when you were little.

I'm so cute!

A picture of somewhere you want to visit.

New Zealand, it's gorgeous.

A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Haiti Earthquake.

A picture of your favorite book.

Ahhh, I love it.

A picture of something you wish you could change.

Wars.

A picture of your best day.

Any Friday is a good day.

Something that means a lot to you.

Family.

A picture of you and a family member

Couldn't pick just one!

Something you're afraid of.

Yellowstone blowing up.

A picture that makes you smile.

The memories. :)

A picture of someone you miss.

My extended family.

That's me!

I swear it was yesterday...

When me and my sister were sitting in our room playing with our Barbies. Well, she's growing up. Next year she's going to leave for college, and no matter what I say I am going to miss her. (P.S. Hailey you can just pull this up whenever I say i wont miss you!) She's a senior now and is going to graduate in May. It's going to be hard to adjust to not being able to jam out with someone in the morning. She's the most amazing older sister in the world. I love how we tell each other stories from our day on our way home from school. I love our stupid arguments over absolutely nothing. I love riding in the car with you. I love fighting over who gets to hold Peebody first. I love how you always tell me how to clean the bathroom. I love listening to you sing your choir songs over and over and over again. I love your jokes. I love your red hair. I love your taste in music. I love how we've grown to love the same things. And most of all,

I love you.

Have fun at college, and remember, your crazy little sister is only a phone call away.

Well and fifteen minutes! :) And she'll love to drive down to Rexburg and go get a pie shake with you and you. :)